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The Blogfather | Arseblog … an Arsenal weblog

He wasn’t an Arsenal fan, however he was on the 1971 FA Cup ultimate. I wasn’t born but (I didn’t arrive till September of that double profitable 12 months), however he noticed Charlie George rating that winner and lie flat on his again on the Wembley turf to rejoice.

Like so a lot of his technology, he got here to England from Eire to seek out work within the late Fifties, and I’m positive my love of soccer got here from him. There was all the time a ball, all the time a kick-around within the backyard, or on the entrance garden of the fort we lived in for some time (actually, it was a fort).

Again then you could possibly simply go to a soccer match. Rock up on a Saturday, and pay your manner into the bottom relying on who was at residence. He lived and labored in West London, and nominally he was a Fulham fan. He liked Johnny Haynes, however he was an enormous admirer of Jimmy Greaves too. He appreciated gamers who might do issues with each toes, and he went to matches everywhere in the metropolis, simply because he might.

A few of my earliest recollections are of him taking part in soccer. He began life as a ahead (like my brother), however by the point I got here alongside and he was togging out for the village group in Bishopthorpe (close to York), he’d moved again to centre-half (the place I performed my complete life). I’d stand on the sidelines with my mam. I don’t keep in mind the video games or the performances, simply the truth that I used to be there and so was he.


He was fairly strict once we had been younger. I believe it was as a result of he had very clear concepts about what younger males ought to and shouldn’t do. They need to look good, for instance, and undoubtedly not put on denims. They actually shouldn’t watch Grange Hill, as a result of these kids had been principally juvenile delinquents and didn’t respect figures of authority sufficiently.

He labored rather a lot although, so it was usually drive-by stuff. He spent most his working life within the hospitality business – bars, eating places, accommodations. Lengthy hours, late nights.

As soon as, within the again backyard, I used to be winding my brother up, as large brothers do. He reached breaking level and unleashed a wave of expletives that might have made a sailor blush. Dad, in all probability making an attempt to get a little bit of relaxation upstairs, heard the whole lot, caught his head out the bed room window and it was probably the most bother any little boy has ever been in earlier than or since. I felt dangerous, and I purchased Tim some Cadbury’s Creme Eggs to ask for forgiveness.


In 1996 he was away on a golf journey in Spain and fell ailing. Cardiomyopathy. The prognosis was not good. He wanted a coronary heart transplant. Within the mists of time it feels prefer it occurred rapidly, nevertheless it didn’t. He spent months and months gravely unwell, out and in of hospital, however in the long run they took his precise coronary heart out and put another person’s in.

It’s principally a miracle, isn’t it?

When you consider it, it’s completely loopy, however as I stated at his eulogy, it modified his life and it saved his life. He turned a fierce advocate for organ donation. He helped discovered the Irish Coronary heart and Lung Transplant Affiliation, and he went onto to chair the European Coronary heart and Lung Transplant Federation. He wished to make sure as many individuals as doable may gain advantage from the unimaginable medical developments, and the work carried out by medical doctors and transplant groups.

As you may think, that form of factor offers you a brand new perspective on life. He was definitely mellower post-transplant, nevertheless it coincided with us reaching a stage of grownup life the place your relationship together with your mother and father adjustments anyway. We did a variety of stuff collectively. Golf, pints, dinners, holidays, even the Arsenal.

I don’t know if the journey we took to London was particularly to see a recreation, or if it coincided with one thing else, however he got here with me to the Emirates to see us play within the Champions League. We performed PSV and a late purpose from on-loan Chelsea defender Alex noticed us crash out. Not precisely a stellar night time on the pitch, nevertheless it was nonetheless one off it. We had post-game pints in The Tollington, he met lots of the Arseblog crew, and he usually talked about how a lot he loved it.

He liked Arseblog and what it turned. He’d learn most days. He’d say ‘A few of these chaps on the Arses are a bit fruity, aren’t they?!’.  He even listened to a podcast, impressed and considerably astonished with how usually, and with such variation, Ian Wright stated my identify.


He hadn’t been properly for a few weeks. I took him to the medical doctors on February 1st. She instructed me she was apprehensive about his kidneys. Years of anti-rejection and immuno-suppressant medicine take their toll. Blood check outcomes got here again that afternoon. He wanted to be in hospital.

I keep in mind him waving to us from the ambulance earlier than it pulled away, his large overcoat pulled tightly round him on a chilly night. Over the subsequent couple of weeks he was handled for the an infection, he was getting there, however slowly.

On Monday February fifteenth I acquired a cellphone name from a physician. He’d been unwell, so that they ran extra exams. Considered one of them was for Covid-19. It got here again constructive. We spent a 12 months doing the whole lot we might to maintain him protected in the course of the pandemic, and in some way he picked it up within the Coronary Care Unit of a hospital.

But over the subsequent week, he didn’t actually develop any of the most important signs. On Monday February twenty second he referred to as from his mattress, we spoke about him coming residence. He couldn’t wait to get again to his chair, in entrance of the hearth, to observe golf and CNN. We puzzled how robust he’d be, what care he may want. How we’d need to adapt the home. Downstairs bed room, stairlift, that form of factor.

Then … day 10. Covid hit.

Did you ever get winded? It’s scary, isn’t it? These few seconds the place you may’t catch your breath. Think about that on a regular basis. He wanted oxygen, then extra oxygen, then all of the oxygen it’s doable to offer somebody.

We had been fortunate in that we had been allowed in to see him. We acquired to speak to him. That can all the time be a consolation, however seeing your dad on his personal in a six mattress ward, surrounded by and hooked up to machines, struggling to breathe is brutal. You wish to assist in some way, however you may’t.

We had been clad in a lot PPE, robe, masks, goggles, gloves, that he thought we had been medical doctors at first. Perhaps that’s why he instructed ‘them’ he didn’t wish to die in hospital.

He died in hospital … within the early hours of March 2nd.

He’d been by way of a lot. The center transplant, he beat a lung most cancers state of affairs, he had an ongoing prostate most cancers state of affairs, however he couldn’t beat this. He was 84 and he’d lived life, nevertheless it doesn’t make it any simpler to see somebody you like die like that.

I’m not going to evangelise to anybody, however I can solely urge you to be cautious. I do know we’re all fed up with restrictions and life being the way in which it’s. I do know there’s mild on the finish of the tunnel as vaccines are being rolled out, however this virus continues to be on the market and it’s nonetheless harmful. Probably the most weak amongst us are nonetheless liked and cherished relations and associates. Please don’t lose sight of that amid frustration, all of us have a accountability to one another. Somebody’s age or their underlying situation doesn’t make them expendable.

Watch out. Take care of one another. Every a kind of statistics launched every day is an actual individual, with many extra left behind. Wash your fingers. Put on a masks – at worst it’s a gentle inconvenience, at greatest it saves lives, perhaps even your individual. Get the vaccine when you may.

My daughter, who I haven’t seen in individual for over a 12 months now, couldn’t get residence for her grandad’s funeral. The funeral at which solely ten individuals had been allowed. That’s not how we do issues in Eire. There was no wake, no telling of tales concerning the one simply gone. The laughs you will have at occasions like that appear incongruous to the state of affairs, however they’re an enormous a part of how we get by way of it.

Like so many different households over this final 12 months, we had been aside at a time once we wanted to be collectively. Simply a few weeks beforehand my large cousin Adrian, a Gooner and only some years older than I’m, was taken by Covid too. He wasn’t aged, he wasn’t excessive threat. I needed to ring my dad in hospital and inform him, and whereas the employees in there have been so beautiful, he had no person to share that grief with in individual.

The help mechanisms we have now in place to deal with issues like this aren’t there any extra. There are very apparent impacts of Covid on our lives, however there are malingering ones which I don’t assume we’ll come to know for a while but.


No matter nurses are paid, they deserve twice that, and extra. They’re wonderful. They don’t must be clapped, they must be paid correctly. You may not want them now, so maybe they don’t register, however there’ll come a time when you’ll, and they are going to be wonderful for you and your loved ones too.

They shouldn’t need to struggle for the compensation they deserve. We ought to be preventing for them. We ought to be offended on their behalf. Struggle for healthcare.

Pay them correctly.


My dad was an incredible man. Actually humorous, sort, beneficiant, one that was the linchpin of our household, and we’re going to overlook him terribly. He was properly cool too, I imply, have a look at that Nineteen Sixties shades/rollneck motion he had happening.

I’m experiencing a variety of feelings proper now, and it’s going to take a while to course of, as they are saying. As we speak although, I simply wish to keep in mind him in a constructive manner. A person who had an enormous affect on who am I, somebody who – once I consider him – makes me smile.

It’s completely shit he’s not going to be round anymore, and the circumstances of his passing had been deeply disagreeable. It’s been a extremely tough few weeks, to be sincere. Nevertheless, he gave me the energy to get by way of this, and on this Arsenal weblog I’m gonna take the proprietor’s privilege and set myself up with a tap-in to complete.

Love you Dad, and as a sensible man as soon as stated, you had been f*ckin’ glorious.